♥ Sanny

2009-07-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

Remember to always say what u mean.If you love someone, tell them.
Dont be afraid to express yourself.Reach out and tell someoone what they mean to ubecause when u decided that it is the right time, it might be too late

sunday

2009-07-19T15:57:00.002+08:00

i know mummy is secretly happy today. :)

because i did all the house hold chores( aka houseworks) today. i did all the laundry, swept and mop the floor. most probably cooking a pasta dinner later. I gave my mum a good rest!

well, sundays are always lazy and especially when it rains you just hope to sleep through the whole day..

i love today. ;) everyone is making me happy. :D

friday again.

2009-07-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

(edited) school. tanning. shopping.

photos up.

TANNING PICS.

love the sun, although it was only out for 1/2 an hour.

Jemy and i didnt get any tanner, despite laying under the sun for 2 hours.

i need new bikinisssssss. pink ones, red ones, polka dot ones, black ones.

;

i like this.

like this too. so which one shld i get?

I miss you..

its not that bad.

2009-07-15T14:41:00.002+08:00

minus the fucked up mum, minus the fucked up projects and assignments.. actually im pretty much happy with everything. ;)

Was in an emotional crisis yesterday night, couldn't really think in a clear mind because so many things were happening at one time. My mum definitely played a big role then dad somehow came into the picture, maybe a little of benn affected me as well and also the killer projects and assignments. oh well, life oh life, if it was peaceful and pleasant all the time.. it'll not be called life, it'll be called -after life.

The heavy pour in the morning ruined my tanning date with jemaine. hate the rain on wanting- to- tan- days. * hmph* especially when friends are willing to rot and waste time with you. speaking of which, i have friends as many as my fingers. 10. consisting of good friends, best friends, close friends and not so close friends. not many but definitely not little. :) :) i love all of them, appreciating all they have done..
like how si ning would wash her hands to peel prawns for me, how jason would bear with my girly- unreasonableness, how siang yee would encourage me and listen to me, how nadiah would give me really crap but useful advice, how jierou would share some problems with me and the list goes on and on..

looking at some of my friends too did make me feel contented with what i have.

loves.

2009-07-14T22:01:00.001+08:00

FUCK MY LIFE.

i miss you, daddy.

i really miss you now.

2009-07-14T08:32:00.004+08:00

SURPRISE JASON.

HAHAHA. SLEEPING MONSTER CAUGHT IN ACT.

Thank god that tutorial's cancelled so i have an hour more to get ready and at the same time, blog.

life is definitely doing me great now cause' i can almost feel that im the happiest person. =)

new quote from jason: FML. ( haha) total noobness. spare the details because too many things happen in a day.

loves, ( and, misses)

Making days in school fun.

2009-07-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

LET THE PICTURES

DO THE TALKING.

;

Ha, second from the left.. she's actually my lecturer. baby face.

i'll never ever kiss a dummy ever again.

Whats more he's not fully formed.

Safiah's buttock! hehe.

*squeeshy squashy *

its definitely not any other heart fluttering moments again.

There's gotta be more to life.

2009-07-09T13:17:00.002+08:00

You know sometimes how talking can make such a big impact in you life.

was talking to a friend and it set me thinking. life.. future, relationships, friends, myself, responsibilities and still life.

and when i think back on what i've done before.. i cant help but just laugh over it and at the same time regretting on so many things. Im just glad that now im not regretting about things i've done but just happy that its finally done..

because life is short, i cant afford to miss out on it anymore.

enough about life, its just emo.

I was rather clumsy today. I slipped and fell on a puddle of water, lucky thing my dress didnt fly up and expose my really sexy- grandmother's -skin coloured -underwear. and also because my dress is white today. You never know how embarrassed i was, damn it.

anyways, on the way to school today, i looked at myself from the reflection on the train as it pass by the underground tunnel. Im glad to be myself.. and grateful too. There's one thing that i have to secretly admit, i love my boobs. Im clearly not a small boob-ed girl but not a humongous boob-ed girl either. its just the right size i must admit, *cheeky smile* its good to have flesh at the right parts.

Guys like boobs as much as girls like dicks. ( or maybe its just me, haha. IDK) This is what people call -opposite sex attract.

ps: trying to make the best out of everything.

loves, <3>

21 guns.

2009-07-07T21:27:00.004+08:00

PICTURE OF THE DAY.

As i've said before, if i have 2 sons,

i'll name the first Michael and the second Jackson. how cute is that. HAHA.

I know its just the second week of school but i'm starting to feel the stress coming. Year three is just hectic. FYP and more projects basically make up my school time.. after school will be hanging out, most of the time with benn. :)

Finally met Nadiah.. missed her( loads) hehe.

I like how nadiah take paparazzi pictures.

and, fish soup. simple and nice.

Addicted to the song 21 guns now.

What would you do if you have 21 guns?

First week of school's over.

2009-07-05T13:32:00.004+08:00

I cant believe how fast time flies.
Incredibly fast.

First we were talking about graduating from o'levels then now it is graduating from poly.. soon it will be when are we officially starting work.. and it goes on and on and on.

PICTURES.

( tanning with Jemaine at sentosa.)

;

I know i look like crap,

because this was taken straight after napfa.

Trying out si ning's new phone.
I love her camera.

This week was pretty much a fufilling week.

-watched transformers and ice age. ( i was and am still obsessed over Megan Fox)

-had Napfa test

-got back all my test results, glad that i passed all.

-didnt sleep in any lectures too.

next up will be FYP. i know how busy it will be but yeah, just get it over and done with.

absence makes the heart grow fonder.

2009-07-04T10:35:00.001+08:00

when there is love.. i'll be there.

the little thought of the day.

2009-06-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

woke up today and some thoughts came to my mind.

I've decided to blog about it.

I was watching this tv show last night. Okay, here it goes. This women was pregnent with twins but in a rare condition that the twins may die inside her womb because of a certain complication. She had to undergo this major operation to save her babies.. Her husband was with her inside the operating theatre but before she was being anaesthetise, her husband said to her: " no matter what happens, you know i love you." and kisses her forehead.

At that instant moment, my eyes were wet with tears. Not tears of sadness, definitely.

I couldnt really fall asleep after watching and so, my mind went wandering and thinking again. Just how great the power of love can be. A mother's love for her babies and the man's love for his wife. Maybe this is what people call being there no matter what. So true love does exist after all.

I dont really understand how a mother feels but caring for mum-to-be's and infants have definitely made me see another side of life. i guess i know why sometimes mum's get so worried over little things which you may not even see it as important.

Its the little things you do everyday make up the greatest thing for you in life. A little of love everyday just made you see how great life can be.

True love does exist. or shall i say, it has never left.

loves' .

Mourning over Michael Jackson. ( still)

2009-06-28T19:42:00.005+08:00

Its finally sunday.

Havent blogged for a couple of days. Was really lazy and busy at the same time.
Anyways, hols are officially over when today ends.. glad and not so glad that school's starting. that means work, work and more work.

well, hols are pretty much enjoyable. Went swimming, cooking, more cooking, made a cake ( benn's uber awesome oreo cheesecake, thats what he said) , celebrated Justine's birthday, rot and more rotting. That pretty much sums up this week of holidays, and the recent michael jackson's death.. King Of Pop. The one and only.

i just like his fat, super chubby face. sooo wanna pinch.

Many thoughts these days. Those were positive thoughts, its good i guess. Because now, im feeling light-hearted, a lil happier and maybe a lil' heart fluttering too. Didnt really know what was i thinking a couple of days ago, i guess i need time to settle and think through again.. soooo, its more or less how i want things to be. (now, at least.)

i like how things are now. It makes me happy.

;)

teach me, how to love somebody.

oh weekend!

2009-06-21T14:17:00.004+08:00

Insights: to the east coast beach.

I like family gatherings. Where we would all sit together, enjoy grams cooking and update each other on our current lives.

Sad to say, the bonding where we had together started to fade away..

maybe its because we have our own commitments to make, having lesser time for family.

one week more of holidays.

my holidays sooo far.

2009-06-18T10:40:00.004+08:00

Insights: cooking, swimming and birthday-ing. come on, bring on more fun!

yesterday was horrendous, but fun.

never in my life did i ever cooked a meal of 4 dishes and a soup.

give credits to justine and i. WE DID IT! although the corn soup that we boiled turned out a lil salty.. but yeah, first time anyway. hehe.

i swear, we added water 4 times to the soup because it was too salty.

poor girl.

tearing eyes from cutting the onion.

*random shot*

washing the vegs.

Camwhored. (as usual)

my favourite omellete.
with ham slice and cut mushrooms!

XIAO BAI CAI.

The SOUP.

Justine's mushrooms.. she fried it with butter.

then it was our new invention. =)

lets see.. marinate the chicken with this sauce which i forgot and some salt,butter, put it in a aluminium foil and wrap it.

Put in the toaster or oven and bake for about 20mins.

IT'S DELICIOUS!

This is my favourite.

We decided to add honey. OMG, it's heaven!

Swimming in the afternoon.

But more of cam whoring instead.

Then it was mike's birthday celebration over at naddie's place.

STEAMBOAT. haha. love the clams.

unglam shot.

The cake.

CHEESECAKE.

and finally, on our way home..

enjoying my hols.

LOVE IT.

Because love will find its way.

2009-06-17T09:41:00.003+08:00

Insights: Sipping on my cold and chocolaty fresh milk in the early morning with this emo 'ready when you are' song playing on my itunes.. ( shuffle mode)

then, i decided to blog on. I miss my friends all of a sudden.. EW, MUSHY? but yeah, kind of miss them sometimes. considering the fact now that they are jumbled up in school stuffs now, less time for leisure.. this is the kinda commitments im talking about.
Like, you're commited to sooo many things at one time and you have to forsake another for the time being.. i know. i've done that before. tsk tsk.

thinking back, i really miss my secondary school days.. where dance, boyfriends and bestfriends made up my world. ;) yeah, i was naive then.. thinking that best friends would always be bestfriends, boyfriends were never that bad.. trusting somebody too easily will just make a big fuck in your life. okay, i was stupid enough. getting hurt isn't nice, it takes a long time to heal.

nevertheless, life now isnt that bad. i love it. although sometimes arguments and complains just have to happen.. and the biggest part was to patch up a friendship i lost a couple of years ago.. and this brings me to another point where fate really does exist. :) you'll never know what will happen.

life's like this, it takes something away from you but it gives you back something better and greater. Because it wants you to know how to appreciate what was given to you. I appreciate everything, everbody.. its just that my way of expressing it suck sometimes.. but yeah, i DO appreciate.

life is taking chances and free fall, im learning to take the chance and free fall.

Pictures of you, pictures of me.

2009-06-14T12:09:00.002+08:00

Insights: Common tests over, welcome the vacations.

Hope i didnt screw up the papers, although i know i screwed one of them. OH wells, we see how the results are.

Saturday noon was spent over at one of aunt's place, celebrating her baby's first month. Finally had a chance to meet cou as well, ohhhhh, how much i miss him.

WARNING.

( as u scrool down there are only pictures of my face)

;

and if u realised, my face is becoming rounder and rounder. wtf.

( i hate it)

VACATIONS ARRIVED! YIPPEE.

quoted.

2009-06-09T10:44:00.001+08:00

Girls refuse to communicate openly.

1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the football before helping around the house.

3. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

4. A Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer quickly to No 9 for the meaning of nothing.)

5. That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

6. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’, which is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ - that will bring on No. 7).

7. Whatever: Is a woman’s way of saying, “F— YOU!”

8. Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to No. 4.

9. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in “Fine”.

Missing someone
gets easier everyday
because even though
you are one day further
from the last time
you saw them
you are one day closer
to the next time you will. :)

Joanne's 21st birthday celebration.

2009-06-07T11:39:00.004+08:00

Insights: the actual date's actually 08 of june. ;)

Finally its her 21st birthday.

Can't wait for mine to arrive.

( which is 2 years down the road and most prob by that time the world would have already ended.. )

Guess i was a lil early. Cause the whole thing starts at 7 but i was already at jassy's place at 5! Helped them to bring down stuffs, decorated the function room.. it all ended up nice!

PICTURES

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Then when boredem arrives, i started cam whoring.

*Sweets*

I swear this cake's really big. loaded with chocolates.. 4kg.

and if im not wrong, it cost about $138.

Candles..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

My saturday's gone. Im left with today to mug for revision.

wish me luck. ;)

loves, Sanny.

Friday.

2009-06-06T10:03:00.005+08:00

Insights: waiting, study, cooked dinner and cam whored.

I spent my friday night or the WHOLE of my friday typically chilling at justine's place, camwhored.. well, before that was at bugis acc naddie for her job suff.

WE did study apparently.

;

Having dinner..

our dinner. =)

Pasta, pasta sauce and omellete.

Cutting ham stripes..

( for some reasons i look like a typical housewife.

maybe its because of the hair la.)

Final job of the omellete.

Cam whored!

On the way home..

I like this pic.

Love this pic too..

THEN, it was with lovelys..

HAHA, kinky. (STOP IT)

CAM WHORED.

Today's saturday.

Needa catch up on my revision..

loves x),

sanny.

Cheers to bra sets.

2009-06-04T17:05:00.003+08:00

okay, im now trying not to be an addict to bra sets.

BUT, they are soooo cute. so now's GSS, i'll get tons of them. :)

or maybe i have a fetish on them.

Anyway, today was suppose to be in school attending some revision lecture, but i was too tired to wake up. The lect is at damn 8am! I really couldn't open my eyes..

haa! so i ended up at IKEA with jemaine.

First paper's on Monday.

i need to start F. study!

well, at least i put in 2 hours time to commit on my notes. thats good right.

10 reasons to love a nurse.

2009-06-03T16:49:00.003+08:00

1) No body part scares me.

2) Defribillation.. i can thrill you with 1 touch.

3) Im used to working all night.

4) who else will ever encourage you to pass gass

5) I've flipped bigger people than you in bed.

6) No dinner conversation will ever gross me out.

7)DRUGS. I know them all.

8) WE have a code for every colour even brown

9) I know the proper way to tie you to a bed.

10) Hit the right button and i'll come quickly.

2009-06-02T08:21:00.001+08:00

if i have a choice, just let me run away.

trust me, nobody cares.

ultimately, u'll be left alone.

2009-06-01T21:42:00.002+08:00

Poeple come and they go.

In the end, it is yourself standing alone at the edge of the round globe walking alone making rounds of unknown future. Sometimes i wonder.. friends they play with you, talk with you, eat with you, catch a movie with you, laugh together with you, cry together with you.. But in the end, it is you left lying at home on your bed alone.

No matter what happens, ultimately, it is only you facing the problem alone. Your friends can only accompany you through the journey of your unknown decisions but what is left, is just you and only you.

After all, nobody cares.

Sometimes, life isn't only about ''I'', it is also about ''you''.. because "you" & "I" make a pair.
They are the only 2 words which can make the world a better place, less quarrels, less fights, less arguments, less harshness.. and its more of love, more of care and more of happiness.
Maybe thats why true relationships comes across us.. to make us learn "YOU" before "I"..

Im so tired these days that i feel like giving up on so many things..

School is so stressed that i feel like giving up.
Friendships are drifting apart and i feel like giving up.
Finding myself is such a tough journey and i feel like giving up.
Life is so screwed and i feel like giving up.

But i know i have to hang in there.. keeping my goals and dreams as motivation to carry on.

Hang in there for school because learning is a lifelong journey.
Hang in there because friends don't come by easy.
Hang in there because the tough journey of finding myself is gonna last a lifetime.
Hang in there because life is too beautiful to give up.

2009-06-01T05:48:00.003+08:00

what the fuck.

Its fucking 5.5oam now, in my nursing uniform and my test is less den fucking 2 hours away.
Im starting to hate myself for behaving like a fucking bitch getting the people around me fucking pissed. What the fuck. And the fucking weather is not helping me feel any better, fucking shit happens.

To dance.

2009-05-31T18:20:00.003+08:00

( its a die die must catch)

Subaru and her twin brother Kazuma share a dream in becoming ballet dancers, but their passion is discouraged by their father. After Kazuma's death from a hereditary illness, dancing became Subaru's only happiness and she yearns to lose herself in dance. Her life takes a dramatic turn when she runs into cabaret owner Isuzu, who recognizes the talent in Subaru and trains her in her nightspot.

But to become a professional ballerina, Subaru has to overcome harsher challenges than merely satisfying the cabaret drunkards. Spurred on by her rivaling dance companions, Subaru enters an international dance competition, to vie for recognition and a scholarship to any top ballet company in the world.

Subaru and her companions soon discover that there are more to compete than the championship, and tests of friendship, betrayal and self-worth come one after another. Gradually the youngsters learn about themselves as dancers, as persons and as friends.

Maybe i should not have given up on my dreams.

Its the passion which makes us move on..

just another thought.

2009-05-30T20:11:00.002+08:00

Insights: ( see picture)

We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.

Alot of people are kinda moody and lonely these days. oh well, life oh life. This is how life is.

SMILE

( sometimes i wish my mum could just shut the fuck up.)

No time.

2009-05-28T21:09:00.002+08:00

Insights: Practical test, common tests.

Im sick. its the flu bug. ( swine?) Hope not.. =) Really tired and busy these days, stayed back after school till 6pm most times for extra practical lessons since prac test's just next week. Needa start revision too.

Pretty glad that im able to stay up for lects these days, motivated to study. I cannot believe what i'd do if i fail..

Mug mug mug hard!

[ I BELIEVE LOVE TAKES TIME, LOVE TAKES TIME, LOVE TAKES TIME. ]

loves, x)

Sanny.

lala land.

2009-05-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

Insights: Today's monday.

Kinda guessed that today started out not feeling blue, although i woke up late but everything seems well done. =) But i thought jason's feeling blue today. haa! good thing the blues didnt attacked him for long.

starting to love mondays too..

I'm a girl.

2009-05-25T18:53:00.003+08:00

The Commandments..

Girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.

We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling. Only felt.

Life is busy, keep it simple.

2009-05-24T13:49:00.003+08:00

Insights: Messy.

Too many things in my mind, thinking too much, worried too much. ( i know, sometimes im just a pessimist.. i cant help it.) well, at least im not emo, I AM JUST THINKING TOO MUCH.

hap-pi-ness.

1.the quality or state of being happy.

2.good fortune; pleasure; contentment; joy.

Synonyms:1, 2. pleasure, joy, exhilaration, bliss, contentedness, delight, enjoyment, satisfaction. Happiness, bliss, contentment, felicity imply an active or passive state of pleasure or pleasurable satisfaction.

Happiness results from the possession or attainment of what one considers good: the happiness of visiting one's family. Bliss is unalloyed happiness or supreme delight: the bliss of perfect companionship. Contentment is a peaceful kind of happiness in which one rests without desires, even though every wish may not have been gratified: contentment in one's surroundings. Felicity is a formal word for happiness of an especially fortunate or intense kind: to wish a young couple felicity in life.

Are you happy?

i am learning to be content with what i have.
Don't ask for more, be glad for what you have, for what god gave you.

But how much is enough? How much is being contented with what you have?
I don't know, maybe thats why we live our lives to learn.

Learn to be simple.

loves, x)
sanny.

I was early for school today.

2009-05-21T08:30:00.002+08:00

Insights: hungry. :(

Was pretty happy that although i woke up late today but i still made it early for school. School start at 8 and i reach at 7.30, weehee! And i didnt take breakfast! :( Damn, i set 5 alarms.. and im snoozing every one which rings. =.= someone please slap me to wake me up.

Blogging during lecture now, ;) because this lecture is boring and i don wanna fall asleep during lects anymore. ( i quit sleeping in lectures!)
HISTORY OF CLINICAL TRAIL- dry and sedating lecture.
I've been a really lazy bum these days, I dont know.. maybe because fyp and tutorials are coming up one after another.. making me depressed whenever i tried to study. Common tests are coming, i need to move my ass to the lecture notes.

*move it ,move it*

OH yeah, night of the musesm 2's out! I wanna catch it! i need to update myself on movies.. the last movie i watched was.. i dont know.. 1 and half month ago? serious shit, i don wanna be a noob! (besides x-men which i caught last weeek), im still missing out on alot of movies.. I wanna go on a movie marathon!

I need pictures for my blog. Like those really pretty ones with a close up of myself. hah! I need a photographer boyfriend. hehe. ( cheeky smile, ;))

The 7 Wonders that god gave us:
To see
To hear
To taste
To smell
To touch
To think

and

To love.

loves, <3
Sanny.

I know im a camwhore.

2009-05-19T20:47:00.004+08:00

Insights: I survived school without sleeping in lects today!

Lectures are making me brain-dead..

My beauty sleep regimen is doom. My pimples are coming out! Breakouts, dark circles, eye bags! Oh no. I need sleep..

Anyways, school these days are.. interesting. HAHA. cant believe i said that school was interesting.. oh well, i enjoyed lects these days. Maybe because i didn't wanna fail my tests and quizzes or appear like a sotong when doing group discussion.

random:

I need new bikinis.

I need somemore dresses.

I need somemore heels.

I need a honey.

loves, x)

Sanny.

Lets talk about.. BOOBS.

2009-05-18T17:12:00.004+08:00

love her boobs.

Insights: Came home with a full bladder, went to micturate then i suddenly thought of what to blog for today.. BOOBS.

All girls have boobs.

But some guys have it too.. well, if you're really fat thats the case.

Sometimes guys suck because they dont admit that they prefer girls with big boobs, oh come on! just say bigger boobs are better and more pleasurable.. ( in some ways)

I dont know how BIG is considered BIG but yeah, as long as it fits the body well and dosn't look like balls dangling down.. yepp. THATS SEXY. With a little cleavage exposed will be perfect.

cheers to boobies! ;)

2009-05-17T11:29:00.000+08:00

STUDYING IN PROGRESS..

give me give me a man after midnight..

2009-05-16T19:43:00.005+08:00

The sexiest man ever..

Insights: im a good girl.

Im starting on fyp.

Thats a good thing.. Im prepared for the boring journey till completing my fyp..

So, yesterday was pretty much a wordy day. Went to school for 2 hours, went back home for another 2 hours, went to meet jason for fyp then met Benn for dinner.. oh, thanks Benn for dinner. ;) Im deprived of sleep! seriously, i hit the sheets for a solid 11 hours yesterday.

Then today, which is a saturday, which is suppose to fun and exciting.. and i came home straight after watching movie. IM A GOOD GIRL YA! anyway, mum bought dinner back so ya.. Im ready for rotting on a saturday evening. =) ( my mum is watching mama mia the movie at this moment..)

PICTURES!

Sorry for the pimple. :(

I forgetten what's the name of the shop already but its somewhere at Holland village.

The ice cream rocks!

Jason and i did a little talking today.. well, how do you know if someone loves you? how do you know if you love some one? how do you know if someone really cared about you.. bother to know every single thing of yours, your favourites, your hates, your everything? how do you know if you really trust someone?

i dont know. Maybe thats why god want us to meet different people and learn from them..

learn how to trust, learn how to love. ♥

loves,

sanny.

I need a break.

2009-05-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

Insights: Kill me or let me sleep and i need to complain.

Seriously, i need sleeeeeep. I cant pay attention during lects cause i'll get tired, restless and start yawning. Terrible me, i know.

FYP is shit. x)

I might just pass out from poly without knowing what i've accomplished.. thats bad.
Speaking of which, my poly life is more or less gonna be over. A couple of close friends actually notice a change in me which i didnt notice.. I don't know, everybody's constantly changing. I guess thats how life is.

I change in alot of things, yeah thats true.
hmmm, it set me thinking when jason said i've changed then next was when Racheal said i've changed too.
More independant, less emotional, happier, thinking more( at least im using my brain), club more.. pretty much these.. i dont know if weight's counted too. (tsk tsk) I believe its in a better person that i've changed into. =)

loves, Sanny.
MORE PICS. (soon)

Short one before school.

2009-05-12T07:58:00.002+08:00

Insights: sleepless nights = thinking too much.

Had a random text from naddie at5.11am this morning. well, She cant sleep. So we ended up having a short text conversation.

" hmm, trusting is always hard. Just follow your heart.. if you feel that you can trust whoever, then do as. As for reality, i doubt there's such thing as being ready. Its all about not holding back and to take chances and free fall."

I know, im holding back too much.

loves x, Sanny.

Happy Mother's Day.

2009-05-10T20:48:00.006+08:00

Insights: Simple Mother's day and sat night dinner..

I love her.

Start with Mother's day. It was celebrated at Grams place..

Cut a cake. Had dinner, cam whored. =)

And then it was sat night dinner with Naddie and the guys.

Didnt wanna stay at home so yeah..

PICTURES!

Super mum.

Grams, aunt, lil shannon, mum. =)

Super slim and sexy mummy.

Maxwell market.

OOps! umglam!

Camwhore!

I love this top.

Get it or not?

LOVES,

sanny.

2009-05-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

SIAN. HOW TO SPEND MY FRIDAY?

DATE ME.

All the sweet things.

2009-05-07T21:16:00.004+08:00

Insights: Im just a girl.

I just need cuddles and kisses on my cheeks.

She knows..

i survived the 5hr long break.

2009-05-06T21:38:00.003+08:00

Insights: Thanks to nadiah. haha.

OOOPS. Unglam pic!

I think my timetable needs a change.

2009-05-06T17:01:00.000+08:00

LET'S GO CLUBBING!

i was emo yesterday.

2009-05-05T07:53:00.002+08:00

Insights: call it monday blues.

Thanks Jason for talking to me through the night yesterday. I had some random mood swings and i think because i was thinking too much about certain things.

I know, i know. I tried not to think about it.

love being around you.
love x Sanny♥

Jumble up pics!

2009-05-03T12:00:00.004+08:00

Insights: over due pictures. (25/4/2009)

Location: Sentosa.

Noob Jierou said its the first time she's been to sentosa.. apparently, she enjoyed herself la. =)

And yesterday(2/5/2009) was another sentosa outing, together with Jason, jierou, Shane and a few others.. had fun too, love it to the max! ♥ Too bad the sun wasnt really out yesterday couldn't get myself tan enough.. But who knows how Jierou and Jason got themselves sunburnt.

so no pics for yesterday's yet. Wait till they upload them up for me!

Favourite picture of that day!

Think we failed to get the heart shape.. ♥

This was suppose to appear at the end of this post..

but yeah, anything la. haha.

We were at Forever 21 trying on those stripy glasses!

Monorail~

While walking to Monorail. ♥
Sudden candid shot taken by Shane.

Love this pic too!
After ice-cream~~

During ice cream!
haha.♥

On the beach. #1

My bangs are crooked! (angry)

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Enjoyed myself.

loves X- Sanny. ♥

School plus pics.

2009-05-01T13:33:00.002+08:00

Insights: Hibernation begins! hehe.

HAPPY LABOUR DAY = staying at home and sleep cause the streets will be pack with damn lots of people!

ALERT: singapore is in the ORANGE alert ready.

We have to be careful now, take precautions.. cannot anyhow kiss kiss hor.

PICTURES!

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Now that Swine flu has been spreading and hospitals are in Orange alert, we have to stop doing our FYP for the time being.. which means our FYP has to be postpone. OH well, we have to wait then. Second week of school has officially ended, DAMN! im tired already..

good thing is we still have weekends! yeppy!! I ALWAYS LOVE WEEKENDS. My weekends seem to be extremely fun this days, haha. love it.

x: loves.

swine flu alert.

2009-04-29T21:27:00.002+08:00

The Ministry of Helath (MOH) has elevated Singapore's alert level from "green" to "yellow" to guard against swine flu.

As a precautionary measure, we are required to comply with temperature screening (similar process as with the SARs) with effect from tomorrow, 30 Apr09..

Please ensure that :
1. You have a thermometer with you at all times.
2. Take your temperature 2 times per day - at 8am and at 1pm. Your Lecturer will follow up with you.
3. If you have a temperature of above 37.5, please seek medical attention immediately & notify your Mentor or Lecturer in charge.

okay people. Swine flu is dangerous, please take precautions!

Lets talk about today.

School started at 10 ended at 3. GREAT! So went Jurong point with Jason.. tried to study but end up talking about stuffs that we missed out on. =]

Anyway, met another J too. Not to mantion who is it la, haha. Had fun too!

Tomorrow's thursday, means friday's a holiday. haha, cant wait for sat to arrive.. another sentosa outing.

feeling tired now.

Soft addiction.

2009-04-28T08:04:00.002+08:00

Insights: Dresses are a killer. =X

In love with this dress. Pic was taken in my bad hair day!

LOVE is just not the word for me.

love saturday.

2009-04-26T12:03:00.003+08:00

Insights: i almost got sunburnt.

lucky thing was.. my sunblock is super powerful! yeah man, i just got a lil darker. =)
Saturday was spent at the beach again but this time round was with Jr and Shane.. a lil DRAMA. haha. was there till 4 plus, went to eat new zealand ice cream(super nice!) then to vivo for sub way, i was dead hungry!

Hello!

Ay jierou!

see how fair you are..

Toilet was damn pack..

camwhoring while waiting for the cubicles.

Anyway, met Lovely Cousin Kenny coincidentally.
haha. so fated. We went strolling around till about 7plus..

Awfully Chocolate. ITs soooo chocolaty!

Sinned the second time ytd.

Stupid gay cousin. HE's action never changes..

Love this pic. Love this person too!

Updates on ME and Lovely girl.

2009-04-24T20:45:00.004+08:00

Insights: pics are up.

Met her last sat. I M her..
love meet ups with jassy. We would always camwhore. =)

We went walking recklessly all around tamp. From Tamp 1 to tamp mall to century square then back to tamp 1 and den century square again. HA! love girls night out.

oh, if ur wondering where we are..
we're at Tampines1's toilet camwhoring. NICE toilet.

# Favourite pic!

To girly:

I believe love takes time too. love ya girl. Besties!

Thursday!

2009-04-23T18:58:00.002+08:00

Insights: cant wait for weekends.

If everything is confirmed then saturday will be spent at sentosa with lovely Jierou, Yuxuan and Henky. Ages since i've stepped into SENTOSA.

Like hell, i cant believe this is happening. The whole world is attached except me! wth. okay, chill sandra. YOU'RE PERFECT REMEMBER? hehe. so you deserved someone who's as perfect as you.

Loves.

First day of year 3.

2009-04-20T17:49:00.005+08:00

Insights: More assignments, more work, more club= less sleep, less time to complete projects!

great. Finally the least expected happened. Finally im in senior year. OH MAN, this is crazy. Time management is important now.

Anyway, pics of clubbing are up. Totally love it!

Photo was taken by Shane while we were waiting for cab.

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Gorgeous heels. totally love it!

Drink anyone? hehe.
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The guys..

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Cheeky!

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Love her to bits.

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Love this pic.

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Loves.

Today.

2009-04-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

Today marks the end of all vacations.

Year 3 starts from tomorrow. Im abit scared to step into the senior year, more commitments, projects, assignments. Im scared! Its gonna be a marathon race for all of us. A long run.

Pics will be up soon!
I love you guys so much, enjoyed my holidyas to the max.

loves!

Miss those days.

2009-04-17T09:05:00.005+08:00

GREAT!

At last i've met up with naddie. ( and her friend Ben) Heard their going job hunting tmr. hehe. Went from bugis to town and got myself a pair of heels, love it! Today's ktv session with the girls. Cant wait!

Camwhoring!

#Favourite pic!

Gonna miss her around in school.

WEll, guess that's life. When u have another alternative to go for just go for it.

Holidays are more or less going to be over soon. Now, clubbing session to go!

2009-04-16T13:04:00.001+08:00

can somebody just spice up my life?

Bored on a typical wednesday.

2009-04-15T09:41:00.006+08:00

Insights: so im back with more random pics.

Plans for today were canceled due to some unforseen circumstances, so now im at home rotting away listening to slumdog millionaire's soundtrack which is so nice! Hope plans for the next few days will be on, =)

Group photo of the few of us after the cutural night.

orphanage visit.

One of the willage visits.
I love the childre there!

Home for the future. the lil boy's so adorable.

ME and justine. hehe.

No worries girl, u'll be back soon ready la.

Oh, did i mention i did waxing over there?

haha. yeah.. cheap wat.

My leg hair. lol.

My favourite pic.

Its a random shot.

I just love my blog, to the max. Its a friend whom i can talk to, potray my feelings, do what ever i want to it and it will not be angry with me. Love it!

And, im addicted to tamil songs now! wth.

counting down till school starts.

2009-04-14T11:54:00.002+08:00

Holidays are officially ending soon. Hell knows why time pass so fast la.

I think im still trying to get used to the singapore time since im back from india.

Things in mind:
- shopping with jr tmr.( needa get new heels and dresses)
-meeting up with jassy on thurs
-KIV kbox with the girls on fri
-meeting nadiah on sat afternoon and CLUBBING on sat night with jr, shane and maybe my cou or whoever.

Its not really alot of things to do but i'll be pretty much occupied for the next few days. oh, and i think jason's coming back on sun.. or is it fri?? hmmm.. wait till he gets back to me then. haha.

I've decided not to post more of india pics on my posts ready cause its toooo much to post.. but maybe here and there i'll put a lil pics to colourise my pages. Hehe. The pics will be on my fb soon.( i hope)

toodles for now.

Ps: Zac effron is damn sex la.

india. ( pics)

2009-04-13T08:01:00.005+08:00

Insights: Finally home sweet home.

Wondered how i survived my 2 weeks there.. India is a nice place but not the place for me.

As usual, i took lots of pics! Mainly were pics of the cutural exchange night, some events and sight seeing pics.

welcome to india!

I like how they put those floweres on my hair.

New friend: Renukha.

Khai.

Me and shi ying.

She's my room mate!

This was at the beach.

I actually had a chance to horse ride on a beach! how romantic can that be? haha.

Next, pottery making session.

Wooohoo.

Shopping spree at spencer's shopping place.

Paddi field.

More india pics..

2 weeks was sure a hell of a long time time. But it was an experience after all.. We are so lucky and fortunate to be in the place we are right now.

Anyways, i don noe how the hell i get emo when i was in india.. called jr up for some chats and she's hell of a funny girl. haha. ( MISSED HER)

She was right. I think its time now to fall in love, but love is only when u've found the right person. Still to say, love needs time to find their way to you. Im sure it will come.. someday.

Prince oh, prince..

Before india.

2009-03-28T20:17:00.005+08:00

Hello.

yippe, tmr going to india. Cant wait! So what's this?? ha! im trying to accumulate all the unpost pics and blog them.

Luggage's pack. (i think) Still missing some stuffs here and there, needa photocopy some things here and there too, medications to bring and my facial products.

Speaking of which, i went to see my face today at this skin clinic and gotten the essential products.. too much tanning makes my skin dry. Expensive face man!

Then went to vivo with mum and shop a lil but i didnt get anything.. go india buy, cheaper! =) I'll be in india for 2 weeks so that means i wont be blogging for whole 2 weeks! But i'll try to blog when i have a chance to( tryda sneak into somebody's room and use their lappy) !

Damn it. Jason's at brisbane now. Marcus's at gold coast. Me?? India!! ok la, better then nothing.

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Jason's playing sweet.

He gotten me these stuffs to occupy me during my plane ride (and the cute little dolly totally show how i'll be like when im back from india. Chao ta!)

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ESSENTIALS.

DETTOL ROCKS THE BIG TIME!

ow to survive without these?!

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and ya, messy i know. My luggage!

Plans after im back:

1) unpack my luggage and catergorized the presents to different people.

2) K-sing session before school starts

3) CLUBBING! ( gonna bug shane and jr to acc me)

4) Get a brazillian wax!

5) Shopping! ( dresses and heels!!)

6) wait for Jason to come back. Oh man, im starting to miss him.

Large pictures! =)

2009-03-26T21:26:00.003+08:00

Thursday.
So it means the second last day of attachments! yippe. Maybe kkh just isnt the place for me.. oh well, i'll miss the babies there.

Accompanied da jie, ade and ying for their waxing session today. haa! Brazillian wax rocks!

While waiting for them to be done..

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This was on the way.

In the shuttle.

New crew: Adeline! woohoo!

Flying off to india in another 2 days time. So most prob this few days i'll pack my luggage, go out with loves, starbucks!, masks my face.. i'll think of somemore. weehee.

i need a real man.

2009-03-23T08:46:00.002+08:00

Insights: i dont want a boyfriend, i need a real man.

Oh come on! what can you expect from an 18 year old girl? haha. A million fantasizes of hot guys.

Being desperate isnt a bad thing.

1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.

2009-03-21T20:32:00.006+08:00

Today's saturday. Went tanning with lovely Jason again..

we missed it for a couple of weeks ready. Tanning theraphy done!

Candid shot. #1

Candid shot. #2

Saw the roses? haha. Jason randomly gave them to me.

Alright, he's just being sweet la. so sweet of him.

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The past one weeks was having attachments. Another 5 more days den year 2 will be officially over.. Gotten results back too, gladly i've improved. Felt really happy and proud of myself. =)

Im obsessed with love songs oldies 101, cause mummy bought the whole disc! haha. listening to it right now..

It breaks the heart of a person to see a once lively and smiley girl drop down tears of loss and sadness.

imissyou.

2009-03-18T08:50:00.003+08:00

Insights: lack of exercise.

Today marks the 3rd day of attachments.. so that means im left with another 7 days. hope attachment days pass faster.

Bugis street is a "grab fast while stocks lasts" place.. went there to shop around and got myself a dressy for 10bucks!

im staying on the com for too long ready. gotta bathe and pack for attachments.

misses.

2 weeks more.

2009-03-15T21:47:00.004+08:00

Today's sunday. So that means there's another 2 weeks more till attachments end.. ( INDIA HERE I COME) im not that excited to go there la but at least i have a reason to leave home for awhile..
Anyways, imh posting has ended. I love working there! oh man, i miss them. Its truly one of the best posting ever. Working there is a whole new lot of experience.. next ,'ll have to go to KKh. Hope attachments there with lil kids will be fun!

Group photo.

Happy working colleagues, great environment..

This was drawn by Min hwa.

Cute! hehe.

On the way back to imh after dinner..

- taken by Fat's phone. =)

Our preparation for the farewell party.

This is Mr Fang. He just look stupid!

Me and syahidah.

Lastly, here's lil xavier with cash baby.

These few days have really been a roller coster ride for me. Just how fragile life can be.

We, human beings, should really appreciate our own human kind..

and, i need some shopping therapy. New bikinis and dresses pleses!!

A couple of pics.

2009-03-12T07:54:00.006+08:00

Insights: Its all getting better.

I wanna club! ah.. I cant make it this sat. Shane said i spoilt everything! haha. okay la, next week lo.

Anyways, attachments are left with 2 more days. Wooh, and finally i'll be out from the mad house. Had some pics taken during attachment period..

I had to thank Marcus for taking this picture of me under the rain.. haha. love it, it's now my wallpaper! love my umbrella too!

Breakfast at The Banquet. I had roti prata and he had some bryani or something..

look how tiring attachments can be?

My hair's so messy, my eyes are so puffy..

She's Miss korea. As in she came from korea.. hehe.

OTOKAE OTOKAE!

Den met jassy yest for xing wang dinner..

She had the card so there's rebate! wahaha. cheap la.

Candid shots.

Toilet shots.

Hoho. ! Missed her. And thanks Mr song for the ride home.

p.s: i miss Leon.

loves.

back again with baby love, ♥ ♥

2009-03-09T10:16:00.003+08:00

okay, im back. done eating breakfast, done shitting too. Sitting down on my couch to warm my ass.

did i mention that i got a new printer? haha, yeah. NEW PRINTER! anyways, sandra the great artiste is back. I've scanned the drawing into my com den decided to post on my blog too. I just know im a great artiste! ♥

♥ BABY'S BACK! ♥

Since daddy was back a couple of weeks ago, he did mention about our overseas trip. Wahahaha. We're heading to korea and hong kong during the oct! thats when he's back and most prob i'll have a vacation before prcp starts. Im so gonna show off to Jason when i see him again! hehe.

Random: i think my sister's cute. I love her.

in the early morn..

2009-03-09T09:07:00.002+08:00

Woke up early to go for a jog today hoping to cleanse my mind off some stuffs but apparently it dosnt really help because i was listening to emo songs through out.. so what's the point.

In anyways, i still did my exercise, healthy lifestyle!

I hope i havn't been suffering from insomnia these days where i cried myself to sleep. There must be a reason and im still trying to figure them out.

loves.

My saturday.

2009-03-08T12:01:00.005+08:00

Which days can be compared with weekends? How would the world be when there's no weekends?

i totally love weekends.

My saturday started quite early. Meeting 3 different people.
Not talking about tanning cause we didnt manage to go tanning. Met J in the early morning at CGH to get my precious uniform back, sat and chit chatted a lil while. Quite long since i last met him.

Met Jie rou next for a movie date. Caught Marley and me. incredibly heart warming and nice. If you really need a reason to cry upon, make this your reason.

Lastly, met Racheal. Went for a town-walk.. had dinner, camwhore at paragon's toilet..

anyway, i regretted putting my bangs up. hmmph!

Loves.

The flu bug.

2009-03-06T09:52:00.003+08:00

Insights: flu.

Its barely a week since attachments started and im falling sick. My nose aint getting any better, needa stock my pockets with loads of tissue paper later on.

Anyway, its friday.. so tgif. =)

This is actually wrote by a patient in IMH. He's a psychologist. We( student nurses) were suppose to have group theraphy going on talking about our favourite places, so this particular patient came in with us as an observer.

Look at No. 2. Its what he describes about me when i was talking about my fav place.

It reads: Sentosa( MATERIALISM), sexual tendency( because i was gaga-ing about the hot guys that i saw), sociable and if you didnt see the last word, he actually wrote VAIN. ( because i was touching my hair all the time)

Discussion time that we always have..

I doze off immediately after i snap this pic. =X haha.

I don noe why i see red patches on his fur in the pic. Apparently i think it's my phone's prob. His fur is perfectly fine. GREY.

My baby girl.

Look at her innocent eyes. I think she's trying to ask me to bring her for a walk as i was leaving the hse for atachment. Poor girl, haha. too bad la. Jie jie has to work.

Tomorrow's sat. So it means Tanning here i come!

Happy weekend people.

Loves.

3rd day of attachment.

2009-03-04T21:02:00.002+08:00

Insights: At the Institute of mental health.
Others may call it woodbridge hospital/ "mad house".

I wasn't feeling really pleasant when posted to IMH, being the first time there without any experience of handling mental patients either..

Have been working 3 morning shifts in a row, feeling really tired now. Thank god im working afternoon tmr, i'll have some time to rest. Thanks Fang for keeping me accompany through out the day.. i'm still not use to the environment.. but so sorry i couldnt acc him back( rushing for my appointment!)

Humans do make mistakes. ( i make mistakes all the time, hurting the people around me unknowingly all the time too) Learn to forgive. Thats what i've learnt during the 3 days at least. The people staying inside ain't mad. They're just sick, like you and i will get sick too. Its just that they didnt know it'll affect them on the brain.

I'm starting to appreciate the people around me. I dont want to take them for granted. No matter whether we've known each other for 17 years, 10 years, 8 years or even 2 weeks.. i appreciate. Who knows if they'll still be beside you tmr?

A person who takes your hand and touches your heart is a true friend.

Loves.

I like my new hair.

2009-03-02T18:58:00.001+08:00

(pic taken from Shane's blog)

Seriously, this hairstyle is better den the long fringe i used to have.

♥ pics upload! ♥

2009-03-01T15:46:00.004+08:00

( im in the center!)

Insights: Club session at The Arena and a new hairstyle.

Spent the dawn at The Arena yesterday with Jr, Shane and the rest. It's abit ex to start with, but overall its still not bad. Apparently, i thought that the life band was great. ( if they sing better songs it would have been better)

Anyway, had my hair cut yesterday too. Thanks to deary cousion Kenny. I had BANGS! Love it.

Sis and i.

oh yeah, did i mention that we had birthday dinner ytd too. At a western restuarant at outram. Location was bad but the food was good!

Cou and i.

Random. Taken from Jr's phone.

Clarke Quay's toilet.

The Arena's toilet.

Had a great time yesterday and was quite surprise that i'm still sober from all the drinking. Had faint spells but still manageble. heh, love yesterday! ♥ ♥

hols.

2009-02-27T16:32:00.003+08:00

Finally exams are over and it means that year 2.2 is finally over too.. well, besides the attachments la.

Anyway today was the first day of hols. Spent it at sentosa again with J. suntanned!! ( with sunblock) =)

Pics taken over exam period:

was wearing Jr's jacket. ohhhoo! Love it.

A closer look at my face, u can see scars! oh gosh!

puffy eyes.

and, toilet pic. hee. Just cant get over Jr's jacket.

pre- exam syndrome.

2009-02-25T09:18:00.002+08:00

Wednesday.
The second paper, Psychology and Sociology.

wahahahahahahahahaha! Its a good way to calm myself down. Because i havent studied! damn.
Im in school now, time: 9.19am. And paper starts at 2pm.

wahahahahahhaha.
i dont know what am i typing.

tralalalalas~ BYE BYE.

quizzy, !

2009-02-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 8.2 of 10.

Guys hold your breath...

Lets101 - free online dating

exams, finish it once and for all.

2009-02-23T18:19:00.002+08:00

2 more papers to go.

Like what jason mention:" chant chant chant till the next paper then vomit everything out."

mug mug. Jy, i can do it.

highly addicted,

2009-02-22T13:43:00.002+08:00

to: Tears in Heaven.

I think its time for me to stand up again.

For many years, i've been leaving in a world of lies, many many lies.. and loneliness.
How many lies i've said to myself to hide away the fears and sadness? And many times i know i've shuned away from my problems that made my friends irritated. I understand now that being out of love isn't the end of the world.
Nobody's worthwhile to make yourself detest yourself.
And yet, for many years i've lived like that.

So right now, im trying to pick up the pieces of my heart, step by step i know i can put it back together again.

Pics, continued.

2009-02-21T16:51:00.002+08:00

Yippe. feeling rather high today! Went to east point to for S.H.E's authograph session. oh man! how beautiful they are. hehe. =) They were totally mesmerizing!

its called: not studying.

2009-02-20T16:05:00.002+08:00

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currently at shane's hse.

statement:
果然，男孩子的房间很乱！

lalala.

2009-02-20T08:27:00.002+08:00

To those deaperate soul out there, be desperate no more.

Just caught the movie" He just not that into you" yesterday. It was surprisingly touching and it made me think alot. (+ the guys were really cute!)

Being desperate and thinking too much will get you no where. ultimately, you'll just end up humiliating yourself.
lessons learnt:
- dates are cute but never pin high hopes on them.
- Don't be desperate, it will get you no where!

Although, i really feel like having somebody to cuddle upon, to sit on his lap.. now.

i know..

2009-02-18T20:46:00.002+08:00

i'm just a nobody..

mood today.

2009-02-18T18:25:00.000+08:00

Pissed and damn fucked up.

why is everyone doing this to me?

when things are not going well.

2009-02-18T10:02:00.002+08:00

sometimes life really just suck.

A little too much to handle.

Some friends around me are feeling sad too, i don't know why. maybe its the sad season. Sooner or later things will turn a lil better, =) be optimistic!

There are times where a single soul like me needs some encouragement too.

Thinking time:

I have no shortage of guy friends. But they are either people who fall for the same gender, bi-'s, attached or just simply cannot click. ( maybe i have too high expectations)

Does all those spell out to: SANDRA THATS WHY YOU STILL HAVE NO BOYFRIEND.

okay, i got it.

not so sunny tanning.

2009-02-16T20:20:00.002+08:00

Apperently, we were suppose to go tanning today. we did. But it rain-ed in between.. so we ended up cam whoring. =)

+ pics from v-day too!

Gotta go study now! mug mug, !

happy valentines day ( at underwater world)

2009-02-15T12:33:00.004+08:00

insights: we got lost at sentosa!

This valentines day was spent at sentosa's underwater world. Pretty cool, cause its the first time i've been to underwater world.. ( i know im a noob!) Anyway, had a great time with jason, it would have been better if we didnt get lost while finding our way there. =)

Loaded some pictures.. can view the rest at my facebook. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=59060&id=563491597&saved

Hope you guys had an enjoyable valentines day too! ♥

simplicity.

2009-02-13T10:48:00.002+08:00

Feeling weird today. Obvious reasons.. i don't know. Im starting to lose myself, like some unknown trying to find their identity back. Maybe its stress that's bugging me or its just my pride trying to take over me.

I've been through alot of things.. family chaos, really bad breakups (that im now really scared to get in to one), emotional crisis, bad BFF relationships, depression stage etc. All these things made me stronger, more independent, self reliant that sometimes i feel really tired to live on.

There are still times where i get real dependant on J( being the only person i can count on) , but those are only 'sometimes'. As a matter of fact, it isn't really good for a girl to get too independant herself.
She'll chase all the guys away. ( just like me)

quickie.

2009-02-12T09:03:00.001+08:00

( pics grabbed from Arun's)

quotes to quote.

2009-02-12T08:51:00.002+08:00

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.

Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing.

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.

2009-02-12T08:19:00.001+08:00

CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE (12/22-1/19)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word.Rare to find. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Amazing in the you know where..!!! Bit of naughty.The one and only.Sincere..very cheeky.

Cookie session.

2009-02-12T08:10:00.002+08:00

The first time i made cookies.. hehe.
Apparently, it turned out well.

A note.

2009-02-11T21:53:00.002+08:00

You've got to leave it all behind you
Break through those lonely chains that bind you'
Cause love's not far away, it's gonna find your heart someday.

For my dear friend J and for myself.

invisibility.

2009-02-11T11:35:00.002+08:00

You can be as mad as a mad dog in life,
you can swear and curse at fate.
But when it comes to the end,
u just have to let go.

still to say..letting go is the hardest part.

Im dealing with myself at this moment. Crash hormones changes at every single part of my body and its leading me to no where.

Love is.. ( pre v. day post)

2009-02-09T21:28:00.003+08:00

Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late.

Love is a process of living and learning, longing and losing, with teasing and laughing filling the gaps in-between.

Love can make you happy, but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who it's worth.

Love is a moment that lasts forever.

still thinking of a tittle..

2009-02-08T21:53:00.003+08:00

第二顺位..

i fell.

2009-02-08T21:34:00.002+08:00

WARNING!

The following image is set to be gross.

You may feel a little discomfort.

View at your own risk!

;

my poor little knee.

i was so careless that i stepped into a hole and fell on the road.

flat on my face! I actually went to see a doc because i was paranoid, but he said it'll heal in about a week's time. ( i hope)

These was pics for today. On the way to see my grandpa.

( well, if u know what i mean)

Daddy, oh daddy!

Love ya.

In addition, there's an error to correct from the previous post.

Jason and i didnt went swimming in the end!

friday.

2009-02-07T10:14:00.004+08:00

Lessons were canceled on friday, so jemy and i decided to go tanning at sentosa.

4 solid hours of sleeping under the sun, my back got burnt! Jemy got burnt too! =)

going swimming with jason today.

Will be back with pics!

life, oh life.

2009-02-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wonder why life is getting harder and harder to get through each day?

I do wonder.

Why is it like that? why is it like this? Why is everything not going the way i wanted? why are projects so frustrating? why are the people so bitchy and unreasonable?
No wonder people always say : '' life is never easy to get through."

Leave aside the complains and think again.. ''hey, i love my life!'' I love every single soul out there and everywhere ( minus the bitchy and unreasonable)..

I love dad and mum and sis.
I love jason. ( he sometimes just make my day)
i love rachel.
i love jasmine.
i love cash and diamond. ( they sometimes just make my day too)

(and yeah, the list will grow longer and longer. )

i think im one of those kids who have been through alot. (im still calling myself a kid because there are more things out there to go through.)

the diary of an 18 year old.

loves' sanny.

The season of love.

2009-02-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

♥ True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does.

;

♥ Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings.

;

♥ Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."

;

♥ No Boy Is Worth Fightig For, And If You Have To Fight To Get Him, Than You're Better Off Without Him.

;

♥ The Hardest Thing In Life isn't finding The One You Love, Its Making The One You Love...Love you Back.

The season of love is back again. I dont think we should only show our affection only during this period cause love is all around and never ending. I believe in ever lasting love.. well, i hope i don needa take forever to fing an everlasting love.. that will be called never lasting love ready.

What's so special about valentines day? Its still a normal typical saturday!

Like what, u'll only make love on febuary 14th every year? ohhhh, nevermind.

Its still a normal saturday to me.

i am emo.

2009-02-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

Insights: If you sincerely care about my life den carry on reading,
if not just get the heck outta here.

emo emo emo emo emo emo! damn, why am i feeling emo?
sometimes life is getting more scary, it makes me feel hopeless and tired. God really know what he's doing ya? giving u happy times and sad times.. at least god's kind enough to let daddy come back tmr, 1 happy news to hear! =)

its been hell long since.. well..( skip that part) .

lets start here:

Its been 2 years. And now, its all coming back to me.. again. I really thought its over, apparently.. no! Its more of the letting go part which makes the whole thing difficult to get through. I did my best and god knows when will i bump into u again.

I really tried my best.

Whats yours will always be yours.

love you.

weekends.

2009-02-01T13:20:00.005+08:00

Many busy days ahead, but of course, weekends are the days to chill and lead a stress free life. My favourite day's a saturday.♥

Exams are 3 wks more. I haven started revision yet, have to start real soon. Oh yeah, did i mention that i'll be going india soon? yeah, its a school trip to chennai. haha. excited. Some friend of mine's going to brisbane. whatever la.

anyway, did a lil shopping..

bought this shirt dress form topshop.

me and ruyin.

* random

Tanning~~

Think its gonna be a weekly thingy.

Flowers.

U know the flowers event thingy at sentosa?

haha. yeah..

And more flowers..

this is my fav pic. lovely~